Friday, March 7, 2008

Lotus

Medication Meditation

The looming dark cloud is starting to lift and let the sun shine through.

I went up on a medication and am on a thyroid supplement, thats supposed to
help the medication work better. We'll see if it works with my mood and hot flashes.

I also started another Aromatase Inhibitor to combat the cancer enemies that may be lurking in dark corners of my body.

The side effects are so annoying. The woman who went over all the info on taking the medication and the issues with it told me that it surprises her that people are willing to jump on the chemo train but hesitate when taking a pill. I told her that this pill would be taken for five years or more and the risks are still pretty high, just like chemo. Just because its "just a pill" doesnt mean its any less serious. Chemo comes in a pill form and so does poison.

Right now i'm experiencing constant nausea. I'm on the verge of wanting to be sick all the time. I just have to wait it out and see if that subsides and hope that the major pain I had with the other AI doesnt come into play with the new drug. I really want this drug to work, so i'm going to do my best to ride out the side effects and hope they subside fairly soon.

I want to do all I can to stop any recurrence of cancer. I've seen so many people lately fighting the fight, some who have been down the road at least once before. I don't want to deal with cancer ever again. never again.

Medication Meditation -

I accept the drugs that I am ingesting into my body

These drugs will give me only positive results

These drugs are good for my body

I am grateful for these drugs

Can I get an A-----MEN?!

Blessed Be