Friday, August 16, 2013

Fire and the elements

Hi Everyone

Thank you so much to all of you that comment, it truly makes my heart swell. :)

I saw my Polarity Therapist yesterday. She came to my house since I wasn't able to go to hers.

It was such a gift! She always makes me feel better, not just physically, but spiritually and emotionally.

Now some people out there may not agree with going to anyone else other than doctors who practice Western Medicine and that's totally ok, your choice.

I believe in trying both when needed. I also believe our country doesn't support preventative medicine like I wish it would. Mostly the insurance companies. They are slowly coming around by paying for some massage therapy if they work out of a Physical Therapy office and I've heard some Acupuncture is covered sometimes. So its coming along.

I believe in Polarity Therapy and also Eastern Medicine. The pathways of our bodies are connected in an interesting way. I'm not a Polarity Therapist so I'm not going to teach anyone about it. I just wanted to share my experience.

So, since I am having Radiation beaming into my neck and head area, but is hopefully going to help the pain on my right lower ribcage area, I think is interesting. It has to do with the nerve pathways. Radiation Therapy is fire and heat and all things related to that. So what do you do when there is too much FIRE? You add WATER and sometimes AIR. So my Polarity Therapist worked on opening the pathways to allow more water and air thru my body. I'm not explaining it well, but that is the only way I can try to. I've noticed that I've been angry and irritable and impatient and emotional.....very weepy. At the RADS appt I saw the doctor about a new pain in the middle of my back which could be another compound fraction of my spine and I started to cry. There is nothing they can do for that.

So, I knew that I had too much fire due to radiation and that my stomach issues are related even though the Radiologist says otherwise. My Polarity Therapist says that anything that puts too much fire to the head area, can affect the digestive area and the thighs. So, I'm not crazy in thinking its related. It's just another way of looking at things. From a different point of view.

My horoscope today, via Yasmin Boland, said something about having my own point of view and to stand strong with it even when others don't agree. So, I do stand strong with it because I am feeling it. I can feel what my body is doing and how it relates to what is going on lately.

My mood already feels so much better. I still have 4 more Txs to go, so I have to visualize the ocean and air and ether balancing me out and hopefully that will get me thru the rest of the treatments.

I know the fatigue will last 1-2 weeks after its over, but I am already tired due to having cancer and my weight is down to 105. Not having a lot of weight on you makes it harder to do things and wears one out faster I'm discovering. Things that were so easy to do are now making me have to lay down for a while.

My Polarity Therapist also said to allow people to help me. I'm really trying to do that. Lots of my peeps are busy or are going away on vacations or work related trips. I am visualizing lots of people helping me do things around the house and getting items I need etc....

I think it's also wanting people around me, especially overnight. I feel safer knowing someone is here at night in case something happens.

So, thats all for today. Busy day for me, but I know I can get thru it.

I hope you all have a wonderful Friday and weekend!

Blessings to you all!


3 comments:

S. R. Roy said...

I hope the fire turns to healing warmth, Jenn, that brings relief to your body and mind.

Love you!
Sue

Anonymous said...

Stay cool Jenn, love you!

Love Larry

Anonymous said...

Thinking of you and sending you some fresh sparkling mountain river energy - also lost my phone and all my contacts - can you resend your number please?
Love you
Amanda